Hey there~ I just wanted to update my journal b/c the last time I wrote something in it was in December '07 8D..
Unfortunately, my eyes were really stressed because of the PC ( I just sat in front of the PC while my room was too dark so it was very hard for my eyes to get along with the darkness around me and the light from the PC ó_o )...and that's why it's hard for me to stare at the desktop, that means: no digital works for the next weeks T________T....Thats so cruel! But I'll draw much more with traditional tools in order to get at least better in that section! *has to improve somehow!!*
I already drew a new picture today, it's an art-trade for a friend ♥ I want to surprise her, that's why I'll send the picture by post~ I'll upload it when she got it = )

Greetings~> Shado-chan ^-^v



Friends~>(not ascending or descending)


People I really REALLY admire *o*~>
... and MANY others xD..

Keep on drawing! \m/

Well I just thought I should wish you all a merry Christmas, and I'm glad that there's no snow outside right now xD it's just a bit frosty and cold, but I really like the big grey clouds *_*...
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This year there's no Christmas picture from me I think, but if I have time I'll draw a belated one for sure xD (Why do I always paint belated pictures?! xD I'm always too late for everything >. < )
Soo... Merry Christmas and a good start in 2008! ^-^v (I hope this year will be better than the last one<_< )... And thank you very very much for watching me and for looking at my strange pictures, I really appreciate that and I hope I'll draw many better pictures in the next year 8D'

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People I really like^^~>(not ascending or descending)


People I really REALLY admire *Q*~>
... and MANY others xD.. I am SO jealous!!! x3 But I love you all though 8D

Keep on drawing! \m/

Well I'm so bad at writing something interesting xD
I just thought I should show up now xD Well I did an art trade with my cool friend Chibi^^ -> [link] I drew NatsuoxYoji for her and she drew RitsukaxSoubi for me (they're all characters of the really cool manga Loveless♥ ='D) But unfortunately I mistook Natsuo for a girl!!! I don't know how I did that it was just in my mind T___T"""; I'm so d@mn stupid *hate myself for that*..But Chibi didn't mind at all xD" yaay ^-^v Well here are the pictures!-->
RitsukaxSoubi from Chibi: [link]

(It's my scanners fault for the colours, they look much better in real!)
She drew this wonderful picture with some markers, the blue border was a single copic she said^^

NatsuoxYoji from me:
[link]

(My scanner was too small for that size so I had to make a photo T_T... I know the colours look awful and the quality is creepy but hey its my picture so why do you look at it XD Chibis one is up there î xD)
uhm I did that with watercolours and a black fineliner on a cardboard (This was my first big traditional-coloured picture in manga style ever!!).. >_<..

I'm so glad I made this art trade with her, she's really cool and i love her style of colouring *q*" ='D First I was so scared when I sent the picture to her.."OMG what if she won't like it!? Oh no her picture will be so wonderful that I have to draw a better one for her! T_T..." So when I got her picture I was like: OMG THATS SO WONDERFUL!! Q_Q" And her letter was really cute too^^
Chibi said something like that: Oh no she ( <- she means me) won't like my picture hers is so much better than mine I'll have to draw another for her!!!" And as she got my part of the trade she told me she was really happy and that made me happy too, REALLY HAPPY I MEAN XD" (I was SO relieved!) When I told her that I love her picture so much she was relieved, too ^^
So this worked out really cool, the next art trade will be with my friend Peko-> [link] She'll draw Ryuk and Raito/Light Yagami for me and I'll draw Misa Amane for her♥ I really hope this will also work out well!
I'll do my best!!! (*hate watercolours y___y* )

But now I have to draw a Final Fantasy VII AC - fanart *_* ( I'm such a Cloud-fan xD)
Although I have so much to do ; _; I wanna be a great artist one day so I wanna work much to reach this goal!!! I also began to learn Japanese! I love this language and the Japanese culture = )
...soo.. bye xD (I have to study for history -_____- *hate this subject* )
^^/ *waves*

why am i so lazy?? >= O"
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...o_O"..
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